this is madnes!!!!!!! i'm already tired..

she called me last night, and she cried..loudly..until i cant understand what actually she wanted to say...i got her word then i also cried..why she did it?! why she never ask 1st?! why?why? and why????

what i`m going to explain to him? what if he dont wanna trust me? what should i do? why she ruined everything?? why cant she think like an older?

i`m tired..really very tired..exhausted..feel like i want to drink a bottle of bleach ..but i`m thinking of the hell that waiting for me..

i love her...and i also love him...

but..what should i do????they are my parents...