this is madnes!!!!!!! i'm already tired..

she called me last night, and she cried..loudly..until i cant understand what actually she wanted to say...i got her word then i also cried..why she did it?! why she never ask 1st?! why?why? and why????

what i`m going to explain to him? what if he dont wanna trust me? what should i do? why she ruined everything?? why cant she think like an older?

i`m tired..really very tired..exhausted..feel like i want to drink a bottle of bleach ..but i`m thinking of the hell that waiting for me..

i love her...and i also love him...

but..what should i do????they are my parents...

demam...

dua hari lepas aku demam..sekarang ni tinggal selsema je..huhutp lemas gak la bile hidung tersumbat..sekarang ni memang ramai yang demam..aku p klinik pun ramai yang demam, batuk, selsema..aku demam panas je..doktor kate takut kene denggi so kene buat blood test..so aku pon buat la..kesan lebam pon belum hilang lagi..lepas tu amik keputusan ujian darah..alhamdulillah bebas denggi..hehe..tp aku rase kalau nyamuk nak gigit aku pon pk banyak kali kot sebab darah aku masin sangat..hahaha..

i have a lot of work to do this weekend. my brother ask me to go back to my hometown to visit my grandma because she is not in a good condition. but i dont want to go because so many thing i have to prepare to answer my relatives question especially my uncle..he will ask me about my result and i dont like tht..and the most important thing is, my grandma will ask about my father.. and the story of my father i will tell u later because it is not a good story and may be i will write it with tears..huhu..

salam 1st post...

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